21.12.09
18.12.09
Do you ever?
Do you ever feel like somone is living the life you will soon live or dreamed of living? This question is on my mind constantly......
Like someone is living your dream, your passion, your obsession? I have a wonderful life don't get me wrong....but sometimes i just wonder the unknown. I have so many cravings that I long to fullfill before I die. Certain places I want to spend a good soulfull amount of time in. Certain people I want to meet, understand their way of life, goals, and stories. Knowledge I want to absorb like some kind of addiction. Life is full of so many opportunities, adventures, an outlook you never even knew possible till it hit you right in the face. I've always had that utmost desire for that independent, secure way of life..... Just the feeling of no insecurites, no one to answer to..the space inbetween where there is just that blissful content atmosphere. A heavenly feeling, a calm feeling, all questions answered, no judgement passed kind of world. I know this exists, i've dreamt about it; not only in my dreams but the feelings I get daily brings these images to my mind.
It's almost as if I was chosen to do something but have not quite figured it out...or if I had done that vary thing in a previous lifetime.
So it seems I have many things on my list before I go......and will stop at nothing....and neither shoud you! ;)
Like someone is living your dream, your passion, your obsession? I have a wonderful life don't get me wrong....but sometimes i just wonder the unknown. I have so many cravings that I long to fullfill before I die. Certain places I want to spend a good soulfull amount of time in. Certain people I want to meet, understand their way of life, goals, and stories. Knowledge I want to absorb like some kind of addiction. Life is full of so many opportunities, adventures, an outlook you never even knew possible till it hit you right in the face. I've always had that utmost desire for that independent, secure way of life..... Just the feeling of no insecurites, no one to answer to..the space inbetween where there is just that blissful content atmosphere. A heavenly feeling, a calm feeling, all questions answered, no judgement passed kind of world. I know this exists, i've dreamt about it; not only in my dreams but the feelings I get daily brings these images to my mind.
It's almost as if I was chosen to do something but have not quite figured it out...or if I had done that vary thing in a previous lifetime.
So it seems I have many things on my list before I go......and will stop at nothing....and neither shoud you! ;)
13.12.09
4.12.09
Im...cravin.
So Jeff brought me home this little treat last night inhopes it would subside my cravings for jakey.....hah FAT CHANCE A that..
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