Ideas?

Does anyone know of anywhere to get a cute swimsuit....one piece, tankini, strapless??????? I'm down to these so far...but want something a bit cheaper...help.. cause let's face it I cannot.... willnot.... won't.... wear my bikini's til I loose at least ten more pounds....;)

JaCK'S mAnNaQuIn

So much fun this weekend...with my hubby and Crazy friend Hailee...We went to the George Strait Concert on Fri. night but totally missed Julianne Hough cause of the dumb traffic....I think jeff was bummed about that...:) Then Me and Hay went to THe Fray on Sat. night Yeah!!! Suprisingly the Fray concert didn't meet my expectations so we had fun gossiping about all the crazy peeps that were sitttng in front of us...

{Summa time}

Just some of the fun stuff we've been doing this summer. Imax 3D dino show and Zoo....yup

meltdown.

so...im having a meltdown...
and i don't know why i'm blogging about it.
i don't mean to sound whiny.
it's not like anyone will read this anyway right.
i've always been one to hold everything in.
until in combusts.
dont mind the punctuation.
and why this meltdown you ask.
maybe its that time of the month.
maybe it's not.
maybe it my husband consistantly being gone for 15+ hours.
maybe it's family issues.
or simply me being sorry for myself.
or just the mommy blues.
do i miss my mom.
or do i just simply need a getaway.
alone.
by myself.
for 1 week.
2 weeks.
no.
thats not it.
could it be the michael jackson farewell i just watched.
it could.
but mmmmm. no.
it's more.
much more.
btw
don't judge that i watched that.
i liked that man.
anyways.
one thing is for sure.
tomorrow i will be refreshed.
refreshed from.
this.
meltdown.
;(

HaPpY 4tH Ya'LL

Well We had a great 4th....we are so blessed to live in this awesome country!!!! Thanks to all the great men and women who fight for our freedom everyday!