take a breath.

So recently a great friend reminded me of my importance...Lately i've been going through a lot, a whole lot.... not going into any details....this blog is personal but not that personal. :( but in recognition of this certain friend....I want to make known a few of my ambitions, desires, goals, passions.... NOt only for that friend...but for myself...cause I seem to have forgotten....so Im making an effort on their behalf :).

STARting w/ goals.....

Well first and most importantly this has never changed and always remained the same... Being the greatest mommy whom ever lived. Giving my children everything in life...starting w/ emotional needs...then on too the other stuff. I've always had the desire to be a mom and it always just came naturally to me...I try really hard at this goal...almost too hard. That in result ..I loose myself at times. So instead of having the goal of being the greatest mommy that every lived, im going to customize/redefine ???? it. ... from here on out. So to not only strive to be the greatest mom...im going to do so in such a way that I don't loose myself in the process. hahah wish me luck.

These goals go beyond the superficial....kind...it's alittle deeper.

I want to be successful in something other than mommyhood. Yes ok i said it... but it's so hard for me to put the mom side on the back burner in order for me to accomplish this one.

I want a golden, on top of the world kind of marriage...nuf said.

I want to come face to face w/ my fears in all aspects.!

I want to be forgiven.

I want to forgive.

I want to be a better friend, make better friends.

I want to be able to look in the mirror and love the person i see.

i want to leave my mark on this crazy world.

I want to be a partner in crime.

I want to have the strength to shutout all negativity in my life.

I want to get to know beauty in all directions.

I want to be Me.

Whatever, whomever that is...I want to find her.

I DEsire to...

be...

adventurous.

determined.

passionate.

beautiful inside and out.

trustworthy.

artistic.

unregretful.

a communicator

loved & love w/ every bit of my soul.

somebody to run to.

one to run to a somebody.

knowledgable of my weaknessess.

knowledgable of my strengths.

be.

admired...

an admirer...

a rolemodel.

a hero.

All these desires i crave from the pit of my belly... like music, air, water, sleep lol ;), love, chocolate. mmm. & a warm blanket...

Mmm chocolate and a warm blankey sound blissful as of right now.

please excuse my punctuation...may i remind you.. this is my blog. not yours. :)

This is legit...I shall believe.

to be cont...my passions